BOY! ive been going to the library lately man. *smacks forehead* even my mum couldn’t believe that ive gotten so hardworking. hahas. but the thing is that im not exactly devoting all of my time to my reports eh. hahas. instead, i was slackin, lazing around, catchin movies and chattin with sam! god, BAD BAD BAD INFLUENCE! but at least i found some notes for my report, though im not exactly sure if it’s relevant! hahas. oh yea! go watch ‘now and forever’ k! it’s darn sad man. i was even gaspin for air while cryin my heart out. lols.
and i made a new friend! and she ganged up with sam to trick me. so much for the story about being HALF-SISTERS huh. im still traumatized k! ARGHS. guess im just too naive HUH!
heys. i really hate to see you so sad everytime eh. i know it’s tough to go through this phase, but let’s jiayou together k! my beloved elna sent this song to me while i was darn sad donkey years ago. i’ll send the song to you as soon as i download it k! =]

Destiny’s Child - Girl
[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Take a minute girl come sit down
And tell us what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince us that you're happy (Yeah)
We've seen this all before
But he's taking advantage of your passion
Because we've come too far
For you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart
I'm telling you

[Chorus]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we're you're girls
Want you to know that we love you

[Verse 2 Kelly]
See what you all don't know about him
Is I can't let him go because he needs me
It aint really him it's stress from his job
And I aint making it easy
I know you see him bugging on me sometimes
But I know he be tired he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes
But I need my man
I don't think ya'll understand
I'm telling you

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge Michelle]
Girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We aint never seen you down like this
What you mean you don't need us to help?
We known each other too well